Well...it has been around 24hrs since my first “Video” Blog and I’ve been doing the typical mulling over what the hell I just did. Reflecting on the whole process, how it came across etc. Although remarks at my Facebook page have been extremely positive and supportive, being my own worst critic I saw lots of stuff I want to change. So....on this.....the “Day After” I thought I would share my reflections on the whole thing. So with that I present
The Things I Learnd From My First Video Blog
1.
I will never get used to seeing or hearing myself on camera. Even though I enjoyed the end result and felt it wasn’t terrible for a first time, it’s still a frickin weird feeling to be editing a video that has my moon-sized face staring back at me.
2. It’s very intimidating to be sitting in front of a camera, even alone in my own basement with nobody else around, I found myself feeling very self conscious and very self aware. Thoughts like ”is this stupid?” “is this funny?” “will people think I’m a narcissistic douche for even trying it” were running through my head the entire time. I’ve always been more of a “behind the scenes” sort of person and have, frequently, been behind the camera but rarely have I ventured in front. Kind of gives me a new respect for the men and women who do on camera and modelling work as their careers. It’s hard.
3. Adlibbing even a few sentences and trying to sound intelligible is way harder than I thought it would be. I’m not a public speaker by any stretch of the imagination, but I consider myself a fairly outgoing and easy going person and figured it would be a piece of cake. Not so much. I stumbled on words, ummed and aaaahed my way through my spiel and, as an added bonus, with all the stuff going through my head in point #2 made really hard to not sound like a blabbering fat-head. Next Video blog (if there is one...who am I kidding..there probably will be) will either be scripted fully or at very least have point-form notes for me to refer to. Hopefully it will make editing easier and make the Video Blogs better and funnier as that is my main goal...to Entertain.
4. I have a big head...perhaps a collection of various hats can be used to combat the problem?
Well that’s what I’ve learned so far...I suppose eventually I will get better and/or find more things to criticize about myself...for now this will do.
Stay Tuned for further updates...both written and visual :)
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